January 2012
2 posts
December 2011
10 posts
I REALLY CAN'T FUCKING HELP IT.
I try my best not to be all about relationships but they always show up in different forms. It’s always at the time I LEAST expect it to happen. I do have my priorities but honestly, nothing is better than waking up next to someone you care about too much to even think straight. UGH. I’m so happy but I’m supposed to be so focused. I have 16 units to take care of at school (= and...
THE BEST/WORST DAY OF 2011
I honestly, for the sake of myself and Tumblr, am going to keep track of my best days ever from now on. It’s been nearly 20 years that I can’t say I had a best day in this specific year. I’ll let you know in a year or so what my best and worst days were of 2012.
RELATIONSHIPS
I ended the more serious one out of the two I’ve ever had. You shouldn’t hurt yourself over someone else. It’s finally like.. done. I’m happy with that. No more arguing, no more thinking in the back of my head WHAT IF, no more doubting, just looking straight forward. Not even thinking about future plans but living day by day. I said it’d be a while for my next one,...
A FEW THINGS I WILL NEVER FORGET IN 2011
I always forget what I do on New Years. Finally hanging out with Tommy (after 3 years) and getting close to Jason. Kevin. Kevin for the first/middle time of the year. Giants games. AAAA Warrior’s game. San Diego/LA. Disneyland. Unexpected drunken nights. Cameron and I finally at peace with each other. Working at coffee shops. Having over 4000 doll hairs in my hands that I worked hard for....
CURRENT THOUGHTS NUMBER THAT LOOKS LIKE INFINITY...
I always have the best time downloading music at this time of night. I don’t know why.
I can’t wait to compile my semi-grown up to do list. Vegas, Paris, parachuting, hot air ballooning, sky diving extravagant adventures.
I should buy a new camera soon.
I CAN’T FUCKING WAIT FOR SCHOOL!
I’m the laggiest person ever in the world right now.
I scored like a 30 on my math...
2011 Reflection Challenge
tituslagman:
riannecg:
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one. Day 10: New Year resolutions.
I don’t see why not :)
CURRENT THOUGHTS NUMBER SOMETHING.
I am fucking tired.
Every day since I’ve had this piercing in my tongue I’ve been waking up in a pool of drool. And HELLA fucking early too.
I should go back to the gym. I miss the v shaped things I don’t remember what they’re called. Lol and my abdominals.
I’ve gone from a size 1 to a 5 in the last year. For pants.
I’d rather live a life where I can say...
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I’ve been with Thomas and Jason and Jon and Tommy for a good amount of today and uhm.. I was actually sleeping through the whole hang out, because jons dumbass wanted sushi so I said fuck it, let’s get sushi! Little did I know I’d get a food coma, in addition to the fact that I HAVEN’T SLEPT SINCE YESTERDAY MORNING. And.. I woke up about ten minutes ago to a dark ass room...
November 2011
27 posts
8 | LIST OF CONCERTS YOU'VE ATTENDED
My very first concert EVER was Barry Manilow when I was 13. Give me shit, I love my mom and I love him! LOL
Blink 182’s Reunion concert at the Shoreline WITH Weezer and Taking Back Sunday
Angel’s and Airwaves concert at the Warfield WITH people I don’t remember
Epicenter 2010 with EVERYONE. Well memorable bands were Rise Against, A Day to Remember, and of course Blink-182....
7 | WHAT LAST MADE YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOU CRIED
Once upon a time last week I was blown with the only person I ever smoke with and I almost killed us by flipping a bitch at a red light because I thought I wasn’t going to clear the curb but I did, but cars were coming in our direction. I was laughing so hard at my stupidity that I cried.
A LIST OF THINGS I'M GONNA ACCOMPLISH ADULT...
Remember that list of accomplishments things I FIRST compiled when I was like 14? or 15? I now have shit to put on my adult list. hellza excited.
CURRENT THOUGHTS 40 MINUS 34
I have a stack of books in attempt to read them all. The ones on my desk at the moment include Tagalog for beginners, The Beatles: A Hard Day’s Write, Tuesdays with Morrie, The Astrology Directory etc.
I’m interested in so many things, I love how my mind’s always wandering
My pops has been more involved in my life lately that I get to chauffeur him everywhere.
He just...
5 | FAVORITE TV SHOW
I have many. King of Queens, Fresh Prince, Arthur, Boy Meets World, Malcolm in the Middle, Glee, New Adventures of Old Christine, Jersey Shore, The Hills, Fairly Odd Parents, Ed Edd N’ Eddy, Johnny Bravo, when the Giants play, Dexter’s Lab, Victorious, whatever’s on food network, The Ellen Degeneres Show, Even Stevens, Hannah Montana, That’s So Raven, Lizzy McGuire, Phil of...
4 | A FACT ABOUT THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED
He’s my ex boyfriend, once removed then twice removed then removed by me for the last time.
This was boring.
3 | A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T TOLD MANY PEOPLE
I’m perplexed. There are numerous things I don’t tell many people but at the same time, everyone knows something different about my life. There’s not one person who knows my WHOLE life story beside myself, I don’t know why! I guess a secret I don’t tell many people is that I don’t like them; I will tolerate you, and says what’s up, but that doesn’t...
2 | DRUNKEN STORY TIME.
..Once upon a time there was a girl who got drunk. Honestly, I can’t think of any. LOL I do have pictures though. HAHAHAHA that sounds like a better idea. Give me 5 minutes.
1 | TELL ME ABOUT YOUR EX
Kevin is my most recent (I sound like I’ve had a bajillionfillion boyfriends but honest to Heysoos I’ve only had 2) but he doesn’t exist for being a girly headed fuck at the moment, so I’ll take the time out of night to speak about Cameron.
Cameron will always be my first whatever in my life. One of the first times we’ve ever been blown together (because 99% of the...
McThuggin: Society, I'm getting tired of you. →
mcthuggin:
It’s irritating to know that women complain so damn much. It’s annoying. Having to hear how their ideal guy “must” look like, what he “has” to be, what he “has” to have, and what he “has” to do for them. Look you stupid fucks, I know you have standards but shut the fuck up. No one gives a fuck how…
Quit worrying about what other little shits say about their ideal human;...
CURRENT THOUGHTS FAVORITE NUMBER 5
I’ll be there when you’re insecure, let you know that you’re always lovely.
That’s probably one of the sweetest lyrics I’ve heard.
Anyway I’m in a predicament.
A lot actually.
Bad things always seem to happen to my family in this month, especially near my pops birthday.
I had a talk with a customer about me being an introvert. I have yet to look...
Okay.
You’re cute. & You know I think you’re cute. I like you. & You know I like you. You think I’m cute, you tell me all the time, and I think you like me, I’m not so sure. So, why can’t I just have you?
They want your goods!
CURRENT THOUGHTS number in another language 4
I should step my internet game up. I need to make a new youtube account, follow people back on tumblr/twitter, delete 800 people off my friends list on Facebook, and put backgrounds on everything.. LOL
Searching for a car is fucking tiring. My eyes hurt, and I remembered as soon as I got home from running errands that I should’ve worn my glasses as I was driving, seeing as that I can get a...
NANANANANA NA!
It’s too silly when people worry and care about other people’s lives when they should really be worrying about how pathetic they’ve BEEN.
Good day, cunt (=
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GIVE ME THE "YOU DON'T CARE"...
SAYING THAT MAKES ME CARE LESS!
CURRENT THOUGHTS numero 3
I’m excited to get braces. The white ones of course, and my fellow coworkers are getting them too (= so I won’t be alone!
I still haven’t done my clothes.. the week is almost over. LOL
I love how (I’m gonna start using names HAHAHA) Anna and Tiffany actually make plans with me! Strip club and shopping here we come (=
I found my ipod!
I’m using gloria’s...
LITTLE CLEANSE. SMALL CLEANSE. 'TIS ALL.
I didn’t have the greatest time on my “time away” because for ONE, someone thought it was okay to use MY camera and MY flipcam and act like THEY owned it. I really wish my dumbass didn’t click the wrong button on that flipcam so you could’ve seen what I was told, “I vlog too much” when the flipcam was in MY hands like twice. If you’re going to go on...
October 2011
17 posts
My Facebook is disabled a second time because of Kevin, I’m probably the worst test taker known.to fucking man, my mom wakes me up from my shitty uncomfortable nap in the car, to eat, but they don’t even have my fucking dish there, I really want some cigarettes but this is the time to stop, I just wanna go home pack my shit and LEAVE forever. I hella feel 12 right now being all emo and...
..nobody gives a fuck
CURRENT THOUGHTS
“We got older but were still young, we never grew out of this feeling that we won’t give up.”
Yeah.. hmm.
I love it when I get a schedule change the morning of -__-
I’m a little guilty. Technically not at all its just all in my head.
I can’t believe I have work all day all week until I leave for my first vacation in over a year.
I need to buy luggage bags....
FOR SERIOUS.
IF YOU DON’T DO IT BIG BITCH YOU AIN’T DOIN’ NOTHIN’.
Anyway I’m done being a hippity hipster for this blog — I learned how to ride a bike by pushing myself off my pops’ trans am in the front yard, without using a tricycle first. In kindergarten, we had this little test to see if we could write or speak out our address, home phone number, count from 1-10,...
CURRENT THOUGHTS. -- MEANT TO BE POSTED ON OCTOBER...
I have way too many fucking bras.
I just realized I need to sort out all the clothes in the back that I’m giving away to hope and/or selling -__-
Times like these I wish I had a car to pick up some breakfast or something.
I’m craving menudo.
I don’t know whether or not to get rid of my white hangers or use the colored ones.
This week was a thousand+ doll hairs well fuckin spent.
The next...
FOR OLD TIME'S SAKE.
I said I was done with relationships and whatnot, and I’m sticking to it. After 5 years, hell fucking yeah it feels a lot different. But for old time’s sake I want to recap. And since I have time to (= finally.