I ended the more serious one out of the two I’ve ever had. You shouldn’t hurt yourself over someone else. It’s finally like.. done. I’m happy with that. No more arguing, no more thinking in the back of my head WHAT IF, no more doubting, just looking straight forward. Not even thinking about future plans but living day by day. I said it’d be a while for my next one, not like I have a time plan or anything but people tend to pop up out of nowhere when you don’t want them to. I can’t resist though. I’ve stayed close to this guy for about a year til high school started, we lost touch and finally reconnected a couple weeks back. I love how it’s going. I just need to remember I can’t focus ALL my attention on them.
Relationships with friends will always be the same: some leave some stay some don’t put in any fucking effort buuuuuut it’ll always be their loss, not mine (= I don’t give a fuck, I’m 90% positive I could be the best friend you’ve ever had. For some odd reasons I can’t keep a consistent best friend. It’s fine though, the relationship I have with myself is all that really matters to me. Wait, family has been a bit stronger since my dad has been more happy. That’s all
